~Always near~

It has been
always near
the sister death,

as my own
not for others.

I have never
had a suicidal thought,
but it has been always near.

I had been drifted once
for a while, for a few years,
like a ‘deracine’ .

It was then
I met St. Francis of Assisi.

I somehow encountered him
by the kindness of God.

Now again
I am meeting him
through the work of translation.

Through him
by reflecting myself
I am meeting God.

By aging
my sensibility
has been enhanced,

so I feel these days…
(March 20, 2024)